Another April blog entry. Deal with it.
I'm writing tonight because it's what I do. What I do well. What I am trying to do with my life. You wanna help? Keep reading.
So. Um. And also tell some friends about my blog. Spread the word. Let's get this thing started here.
I'm doing well, thank you. I started a new job and had a really good night there tonight. Love sitting in my shorts, listening to my favorite music, doing a simple task and doing it well. And enjoying it. It was like I hit a jackpot tonight and saw everything through the happy lens.
I was tagging pictures. Pictures of a lot of what people might consider as "nothing" or "ugly" or something like that. But I was noticing how I was getting to see, through these pictures, a part of the world that I had never seen. There were brilliant cloud formations, sunsets, trees, interesting mailboxes even. There was so much beauty to behold. My eye was trained-- I had to keep reminding myself not to dwell on things and move on to the next task. But it was almost like watching a movie or a music video, with my iPod providing the audio track. I drowned out the chatter of my coworkers and focused on the task and had fun doing it.
The big boss must have noticed, because she came out and checked on me, then offered me a new chair. Thought that was nice. The one I had been using had a broken arm support, and the new one has a nice springy aspirator that bounces when I sit down. Felt nice to have something nice done for me.
I really felt tonight that I was where I need to be. I was comfortable, at peace. I wasn't lamenting being where I was. I was present in the moment, and it felt wonderful. May we all feel such joy in the moment.
It's warm in here tonight, I'm sweating just sitting here writing. I'm having my Smirnoff "tall-boy" of sorts, and life is good. I'm making progress on my dreams. I can feel it. I'm healthy, and I know it now. I have my faculties back. I feel like I can handle things again. I trust myself and my judgement. Things are good.
Looking forward to May. My birthday's right around the corner. What are you gonna get me? I love presents.
What do I want? I want... I want you to buy my book when it comes out. Wanna help me get it published? We could try and work something out... put in your pre-order of the Raging, Flaming Goat of Samos now, and I'll send it to you when it's ready. Should be about ten bucks a book, I reckon. Sure, you can send me cash, if you're so inclined. Or a check. Whatever.
At the end of next month, I'll be attending my Grinnell reunion in Grinnell, IA. Really looking forward to seeing folks again. I love me some Grinnellians. Most of 'em. Haven't met them all.
So. Good night. It was and it is. So goodnight, I say. Good night.